Hello Everyone! Let Me Introduce Myself!

August 29, 2015 (17:30 GMT+7)

Hello Everyone who is right now reading this post! My name is Farhan and i've been addicted to pornography since 2010. I am right now 20 years old. Actually, it's crazy how i got addicted to it because of my school friends. They have been forcing me to know about porn, eventhough i really hated porn at first. But, suddenly, i tried to check it, and in the end, i got addicted to it, until now! It really makes me bad. And also, as a Muslim, we are also prohibited to watch pornography, or even put our kinds of senses into pornography, like looking at some sexy pictures, or having phone sex.

source : http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/bering-in-mind/files/2012/01/hooked-on-porn-addiction.jpg

I've tried to quit watching porn, but in the end, i relapsed.. And, even, by the time i wrote this post, i just relapsed again on pornography. Of course, i feel so bad. But, right now, i will try myself to quit, i've decided to create some regulations when i'm alone at home, i will be using some kind of "self-punishment".

It's like this, starting from this post, if some sexual thoughts come to my mind, i have to pay some money. So, i can also save my money, and also save myself from this porn addiction!

Yeah, mate. It's really crazy how my struggle is right now. I can't even think clearly, so, i am trying myself to write some posts, i think, it will not be a daily post, but of course, i am trying myself to postd daily, so i can tell you about my journey and i also hope, this blog can inspire some people that really want to quit pornography.

And, for all, i am really sorry for all the readers. Because English is not my native language, so maybe, there are some grammatical errors in every posts i write. But, i also try to improve my English skill by writing on this blog.

So, i hope you all will enjoy this blog, and also, i also need your cheers, because it will encourage me to write more about my struggle to quit this porn addiction.

Finally, nice to meet you all, guys!


Farhan :)

PS : I'd like to hear your cheer in the comment section for me! :)