Day 12 & 13 (i will be writing about what happened between these 2 days)
Yesterday (25 Oct) at about 3 p.m, i chatted on Skype with my new friend from South Korea, bro Albert. He is actually one of the NoFap motivator, he also has a YouTube account that contains of his NoFap story, or also some good motivations. You can check his YouTube channel here --> Albert An
Not only that, he is also a founder of a good application called Battle Goal (you can find it on Play Store for Android, or maybe App Store for Apple users). It's actually an application that can be used as a platform to reduce or get rid of any addiction, but actually most of users are struggling against Porn Addiction (including ME!).
We chatted for about 10 minutes on Skype, yeah, mostly we talked about Introduction and the possible updates on Battle Goal or whatever. But, in the end, after the chat, i just realized that i am actually friendlier in social media world rather than in the real world. Yeah.. i really have less friends, not because i am actually a bad person, but actually, i am a little bit introvert.
I wrote stuff about friendship now, because i have just decided to stay away from my good friends. Yeah, i'm not gonna say my friendship with him is over, but i actually make a distance towards him, because of his attitude. He even opened to some of my friends about my porn addiction, because he found out about it. Not only that, i think that he is using me for his profit. But, yeah, i hope i might be wrong. But, wait! STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM, anyway. haha!
After that, i talked to some of my good friends about my friendship, becuase my mom also concerned about it). And then, i remembered one of them said this.
"Friendship is not about the quantity, but it's about the quality"
Yeah! I've been losing friends due to porn addiction. They don't even know actually about my addiction, but yeah, porn indirectly breaks your friendship, as what my friend in Whatsapp group has said in another post before. But, of course, not all of them hates you, there are still some of them who still treated me good. And that makes me really happy! Eventhough, right now, i feel that i have more friend on social media rather than in real life, i still feel happy, because i still have a place where i can share my feeling, and of course they understand my feeling, and motivates me to do better and better.
And today, i feel really happy because i did a great job, i helped my friends on group assignments, and they also thought me in positive way. Also, i understood the lectures really well, and so on! I really think my friend is right that,
"Friendship is not about the quantity, but it's about the quality"
No matter how many friends you have, but as long as you can still maintain it well, and they understand and respect everything about you, it's okay. That is still besides you and still motivate you when you're up and down.
Not just some bullshit fake friends who likes you for their own profit, but when you are down, they leave you, and they treat you like nothing.
And right now, i am still proud that my good friends still motivate me and always help me to quit for this Porn Addiction. I really want to thank them and hope the best for all of them!
To my friends, or readers, if you have less friends, here are some pictures for you!
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