Day 7
Yeah.. as you already read on the title. The stress is coming!
Actually, by the time i wrote this post, i have just managed it well. But, seems i am still continuing my streak for NoFap (porn quits), i still need to prepare for bigger stress.
So, let me write everything about the stress i have just felt during this day..
1. I suddenly didn't feel motivated to go and study at college
2. I just found that i need to pay for something that i didn't even belong to
3. I lost my lunch bill on canteen (yeah, Thank GOD i still remembered how much money i have to pay for it)
Actually, only 3 kinds of stress that came to me today, but yeah, every stress can be a trigger for me to relapse. And, suddenly, when i have lunch, the URGE IS COMING!!
So, what i did is, i joined WhatsApp group called "No Fapperz", which is always supportive toward each other, and i also joined kik group called "Battle Goal". Both of them are really supportive for the member. And, when the stress comes, i chatted through my friends in "No Fapperz" group. And, THANK GOD.. one of the member responded earlier, by giving me motivation so i won't relapse on the day.
So, i chatted with my friend on the group chat about my stress. Anyway, his name is Ali, from Iran. And, we chatted a lot about several stuff, also i told him about my background. After exchanging stories toward each other, i completely lost my urge! SO, YEAH!! I MANAGED NOT TO RELAPSE TODAY!!
When i came back home, i took some cold showers (not cold anyway) in the afternoon, and i just realized that all these problems and stresses i felt during the day happened because i forgot to read Qur'an (Islamic Holy Book) today (at least 1 page). This is really sad because throughout my porn quit, i always read Qur'an in the morning or afternoon the day before.
I think, this is God's punishment to me due to my failure to read Qur'an daily. So, yeah, i managed it well today, and not relapsed also today.
The moral of the story is.. when you get stressed, i think, you should share to some of your friends who understands you more or at least willing to help you, or maybe, have some fun!
But, i have to prepare for another big stuff to happen. Like what DJ Khaled said, you should always prepare for..
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