Day 11 (DAMN!! I JUST REACHED DOUBLE DIGITS!!)
After struggling on the big urge and trigger on Day 10 (or maybe 10,5). I decided to wake up and forget about it, in the morning around 8 a.m, i participated on a talkshow about enterpreneurship, emphasizing on how to become a trainer, writer, and counselor. Because, later, i really need these skills to be a better man in the future. And, after the talkshow, i really have a new spirit! Especially on writing!!
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The first theme of this talkshow is how to become a trainer. It was really great. I really feel the vibe from the trainer, she said that to be a great trainer, we need to be a "strong" person and also a clever person. She also said thatnas a trainer, we really need to have a good connection and be a little "reckless", because to be a trainer, we need to start from training small groups of people. For me, it is really important, because right now, i can train or motivate some of my friends about porn addiction, whether they have become addicted or not, so they won't touch stuff related to porn FOREVER (yeah, at least until they get married).
The second theme is about how to become a writer. This theme REALLY CHARGED ME UP!!! I used to be a writer, i even had a health blog (it's in Indonesian, anyway), but due to my porn consumption, i didn't manage it well.. it's actually not only because of porn, but also tight college schedule. The instructor also shared us his story of how he started as a writer due to some funny stuff, he criticized a stupid article about polygamy (one man marry to more than one woman) on a newspaper, and his critic is suddenly published on the same newspaper, it's axtually his very first article, he also said that he is not a top notch writer, because he never gets rejected by any newspaper until now.
What motivates me more from the second session is when he talked about the usage of writing, and he said that writing can be used as a therapy. And, i suddenly feel like "DAMN!! IT'S REALLY TRUE!!", i just realized that yesterday, i almost relapsed because i didn't write like what i supposed to do.. i actually agree that writing can be a therapy, and right now, i am starting it and it's my Day 11 writing..
He also told us about how writing can fly him abroad, and of course, i feel really motivated.. i really hope that one day, this blog will make people inspired not to be a porn sddiction, but it's not the reason why i wrote this blog. I also really dream to go abroad, 3 months ago, i just cancelled my contract to go to Lithuania due to college activity, and it's really baf for me. And i still wish, one day i will visit Japan, South Korea, or Saudi Arabia. I will tell you the reason later.
He also told us that writing should be done at least one time a day, and it can be everything, it can be a diary (like this blog), an article, or whatever. And he also instructed us wherever or whenever any idea hits us, we should directly make a note on wherever media. Notes, tablets, whatever! This talkshiw REALLY CHARGED MY SPIRIT UP!!
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Actually, the last session is about how to be a counsellor, it's actually the same thing on how to be a trainer. So, it's not that significant, i even didn't pay attention to it, because i wrote my Day 10,5 post that time, lol!
So far, i think, the best therapy for this porn addiction for me is by writing. And right now, i am starting this! I hope i can shift my addiction from porn to writing (whatever).. The reason why? You can read this post!
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