DAY 38 : START TO WRITE AND SHARE!!

20 November 2015, 7:02 p.m (GMT+7)

Day 38

2 days to reach another milestone, which is 40 days of porn-free, or at least masturbation and orgasm-free, or whatever.. at least, not in the pornography world.

Yesterday, i just finished my assignment which is about narrative writing. I was asked to create a narrative text about someone who got a chronic illness, and i decided to write about myself. Because, i thought that addiction is also a chronic illness. It was supported by American Society of Addiction Medicine that, "addiction is a primary, chronic disease of brain reward, motivation, memory, and related circuitry". So, yeah, it depends on how we want to say it, but scientifically it's a chronic disease.

Anyway, i heard from the lecturer that the top 10 assignment will be published or at least, made a journal. First time, after submitting the assignment, i felt scared if this will be included in the top 10. But, now, i don't care much, because seriously, i think, this will be a really great moment or way to tell about my story, yeah, my story on how i struggled to get out from this porn addiction.

I am not afraid of anything, because, i am just being honest. I really like to be honest on everything, not everything though. But, at least, for this porn addiction, i am not afraid to share this to you all, right now. Because, it was or will be my past. And i will be proud to say this. I also wish that one day, my story can be an inspiration to another, or at least give benefits to other people.

Because, i was taught that the best person on earth is a person who always gives benefits to others. And why should i be hated for being honest?? Maybe, people will hate me, but, i think, it won't last long. Because, maybe, they didn't understand about it. Just think positive about it.

Anyway, let's be honest, i really enjoy blogging or typing all these posts in every single moment. Because why, i did this for lots of things. Let me tell you!

1. I really have passion for writing. I don't know, but i really enjoy it.
2. Writing can be a therapy for me. Sometimes, i still got urges on pornography, so i decided to open my blog and write something, yeah, at least a draft. And, suddenly, the urges started to decrease, and i can do another activities as well, like learning, reading, or whatever positive..
3. I have gained lots of positive feedback from my friends about my blog. Even i remembered one of my friend said this.
"I have seen your blog, seems that you are really a good writer"

Or even these statements

Sorry for all the names shared in this posts, but yeah, as you see above, no private chats, just saying "hello!" or "how are you doing", or discuss some general things.

So far, these are the reasons why i still continue writing and enjoy every single moments of it. Because for me, it will decrease my boredom..

I think, writing can be a good therapy also for you guys, especially if you guys want to get out from your bad past, like addiction.. Because, yeah, it really worked on me.. I have reached Day 38, and right now struggling for Day 39.. And, i reached that after using writing as therapy. I feel really good!

You can write in wherever you want, maybe in a diary, a special journal or even a blog. But, since blog is quite open, maybe, if you're afraid to share, maybe you can make it personal, or at least, share with some reliable friends, so they can cheer you or motivate you to keep writing. Then, you can also get motivated to succeed during your effort in quitting addiction

You can even write whatever you want, yeah, at least it doesn't hurt any people who will or may read it. You can't write about some racial issues, or ethnical issues, or stuff that may be dangerous. You can write about...

your love (like this post, DAY 14 : PORN DESTROYED MY LOVE STORY),
your thoughts (like this post, DAY 20 : FINDING TRUSTABLE FRIENDS)
your ideas (like this post,  ,DAY 1 : THE REAL STRATEGY FOR THE QUIT or this, DAY 3 : SLEEP EARLY, SO YOU WON'T RELAPSE)
your past events (like this post, DAY 25 : I JUST GOT ACCIDENT) 
your feelings (like this post, DAY 17 : FRIENDZONE (again)) ,
or even about your idol (like what i did through this, DAY 29 : I LOVE MYSELF! and this, DAY 21 : LEARNING LIFE FROM SAKURA (CHERRY BLOSSOM)
or even you can write some stuff, like letter (like this most viewed post, DAY 26 : DEAR PORNSTAR, I STILL LOVE YOU)
or maybe a diary..

IT'S UP TO YOU!!

I think, if you want, you can share your stories to your friends, or people who you believe. Don't be shy to share, i used to be that person also, like i am so afraid one day they will hate me or mock me. But, yeah.. DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM!! Just do something you love and love something you do. So, they will never laugh at you anymore..

But, yeah... it's up to you!

If you want so LET'S START TO WRITE AND SHARE!!