DAY 23 : GETTING FEMALE ATTENTION (yeah!)

5 November 2015 11:18 p.m (GMT+7)

Day 23 (Michael Jordan, yeay!)

As you already read on everything, i just reached week 3 of this NoFap challenge, a.k.a Quitting Porn Addiction! It's really crazy because i have never reached Day 23, the best day so far on this NoFap challenge is just 21 days, and it was like.. 8-9 months ago.

And yeah, i just realized that the benefit kicks me in already! One of them is i just get female attention!! YEAH!! Of course, it doesn't mean i could easily get urges, or do some sexual things, since i still have to keep my virginity until marriage, because it was told by my religion.

But, lately, i just think that i feel really closer to my female friends. An example, some days ago, i just got a gift from my female friend who came back from Malaysia, after helping her on some stuff. It's a chocolate candy, with some good taste variations, like hazelnut, white milk. Not some crazy thing like BeanBoozle (i really want to try it though, haha!)

Here is it actually!

I think, there is no product placement, here.. But, if yes, sorry! Anyway, my mom likes it!

Not only that, i also feel like, lately, it's getting easier for me to have a chat with my female friends. When i was on porn, it's really hard for me to have any contact with them. Even, i feel like, some of them hate me, because i found some of them talking about me on some social media. As i already told you on my latest posts, porn destroys your friendship!!

Even one of people who i know face-to-face that knows about my porn addiction is also A GIRL! She is fine actually about it, because she knows that it's normal for men to get addicted to porn (yeah, but it's not that normal anymore).

The positive effect from this is, i can easily move on from my bad week. I mean, as you know, i just got friendzoned last week, and it's really a bad moment even i almost relapsed thinking about that bullshit. But, seems like the pain will go away faster, and it really helps me to focus on my studies, and getting some good friendship, or maybe a good future wife, haha!

I remembered last year (i mean, 2014), i just got a Valentine present from my female friend, which is actually my friend's girlfriend. I just hope that next year, i will also get Valentine present again (maybe from a girl which is single). Even though i don't believe in Valentine Day, but yeah, gift is a gift!! But, i don't really think about it, because i just want to do good things to the people.

Yeah, this is what i want to say, for those who is still struggling, keep struggling!! Don't peek yourself, find another hobbies, and of course, prevent from possible urge!!

Anyway, i want to give important shoutout to my friend, Jake from Texas (i guess), he is really incredible person, he starts making YouTube videos, talking about his struggle on this NoFap challenge. You can check his latest video here, or you can subscribe to JakeStrong 112. Funny thing is our day right now is close. He is on Day 24, while i am now on Day 23 (i actually moved to Day 24 one hour later)